CHAPTER 8: http://www.polyvore.com/chapter/set?id=22683653
How could i be so stupid as to think someone would actually fall for me. I should have trusted justin, he'd always been there for me. he ws such a good friend, or was he even my friend? my mind raced as i pictured his face and the way he looked at me. he made me feel like i was special, like all my fears were gone and he was always going to be there for me.how could i not have realized my true feelings for him? how stupid can i be, to not realize i like him as more than a friend. But none of that matters now, i ruined any chance i had with him, its over. he has audrina now, its not like he cares about me anymore.
i felt my heart sink as i ran. i had no clue where i was going but honestly i didnt care, i just needed to leave, needed to get out of here.My head was spinning a million miles and hour, i was so confused.
i got in my car and put the keys in the ignition. the car reved and the headlights came on. i could feel my heart pounding as i thought of Lauren. was she ok? where is she? i pulled out of the parking lot and scanned the area going up and down roads, yelling her name through the window. it had been almost 20 minutes and i still had no sight of her. i had scanned every road within a few miles and she was nowhere to be found, i was running out of places. i parked my car at the side of the road and threw my head in my hands. i was frusterated and scared, i just wasnt prepared for this. after i calmed down i turned the car back on and turned around to head back to camp. She had to be there.
Laurens POV * she made it all the way back to camp
i stormed towards my cabin and threw open the door, to find no one in there. thank gosh because i was in no mood to deal with my sister and her friends right now. i pulled my suitcase out from under the bed and chucked it onto my bed. i'm done with this, i'm so done with this sh*t my mom forced me to do. i'm leaving here and never coming back. i started grabbing everything of mine i possibly could, stuffing it into the suitcase. minutes later i looked around the room to find my half of the dorm empty. i zipped the suitcase up and pulled it onto the floor. i didnt give the room one last look before heading out the door. i was halfway down the hall when i felt someone grab my arm. i turned around to see justin.
J - where the hell r u going?
L- i'm sorry justin, i have to go.
i got out of his light grip and continued to leave, only to have him stop me again.
j- please dont go lo. everything is going to be ok
L - no its not justin, i was humiliated and i'm done
j- stay please.... for me?
L- is that supposed to make me change my mind, why do u care what i do
i snapped at him
J- how hard is it for you to see that i'm in love with you.
hes cheeks went bright red and he began to stumble
L- you are
i managed to spit out, as my heart felt like it was about to explode
J- every since i saw your beautiful face, Lo your different from any other girl i've met.
L- what about audrina?
J- she was just to try to make you jealous, she means absoloutely nothing to me.
half smiles went up on both of our faces. we didnt say anymore after that, i dropped my suitcase and he pulled me close. he put a hand on either side of my face and leaned in for the most passionate kiss i have ever had. he slowly lowered his hands to my waist and my arms went around his neck and i ran my fingers through his hair. even for just the 5 minutes we stood there kissing, all of my problems went away and it felt as if earlier this night never happened.
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