someone's broken heart becomes your favourite song..♥

tonight i wanna show you off*

just found out selena is doing a canadian tour!!! hopefully i can go!!

i love tay swift ♥ her concert was unreal!

CHAPTER 8: http://www.polyvore.com/chapter/set?id=22683653
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Laurens POV
 
How could i be so stupid as to think someone would actually fall for me. I should have trusted justin, he'd always been there for me. he ws such a good friend, or was he even my friend? my mind raced as i pictured his face and the way he looked at me. he made me feel like i was special, like all my fears were gone and he was always going to be there for me.how could i not have realized my true feelings for him? how stupid can i be, to not realize i like him as more than a friend. But none of that matters now, i ruined any chance i had with him, its over. he has audrina now, its not like he cares about me anymore.
 
i felt my heart sink as i ran. i had no clue where i was going but honestly i didnt care, i just needed to leave, needed to get out of here.My head was spinning a million miles and hour, i was so confused.
 
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justin POV
 
i got in my car and put the keys in the ignition. the car reved and the headlights came on. i could feel my heart pounding as i thought of Lauren. was she ok? where is she? i pulled out of the parking lot and scanned the area going up and down roads, yelling her name through the window. it had been almost 20 minutes and i still had no sight of her. i had scanned every road within a few miles and she was nowhere to be found, i was running out of places. i parked my car at the side of the road and threw my head in my hands. i was frusterated and scared, i just wasnt prepared for this. after i calmed down i turned the car back on and turned around to head back to camp. She had to be there.
 
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Laurens POV * she made it all the way back to camp
 
i stormed towards my cabin and threw open the door, to find no one in there. thank gosh because i was in no mood to deal with my sister and her friends right now. i pulled my suitcase out from under the bed and chucked it onto my bed. i'm done with this, i'm so done with this sh*t my mom forced me to do. i'm leaving here and never coming back. i started grabbing everything of mine i possibly could, stuffing it into the suitcase. minutes later i looked around the room to find my half of the dorm empty. i zipped the suitcase up and pulled it onto the floor. i didnt give the room one last look before heading out the door. i was halfway down the hall when i felt someone grab my arm. i turned around to see justin.
 
J - where the hell r u going?
L- i'm sorry justin, i have to go.
 
i got out of his light grip and continued to leave, only to have him stop me again.
 
j- please dont go lo. everything is going to be ok
L - no its not justin, i was humiliated and i'm done
j- stay please.... for me?
L- is that supposed to make me change my mind, why do u care what i do

i snapped at him
 
J- how hard is it for you to see that i'm in love with you.
 
hes cheeks went bright red and he began to stumble
 
L- you are
 
i managed to spit out, as my heart felt like it was about to explode
 
J- every since i saw your beautiful face, Lo your different from any other girl i've met.
L- what about audrina?
J- she was just to try to make you jealous, she means absoloutely nothing to me.
L- really?
J- really?
 
half smiles went up on both of our faces. we didnt say anymore after that, i dropped my suitcase and he pulled me close. he put a hand on either side of my face and leaned in for the most passionate kiss i have ever had. he slowly lowered his hands to my waist and my arms went around his neck and i ran my fingers through his hair. even for just the 5 minutes we stood there kissing, all of my problems went away and it felt as if earlier this night never happened.
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nikki!

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omg i went to see katy perry in concert last night, and let me just say it was one of the best concerts i've ever been to! she i absolutely amazing!!!! ♥♥♥
i luv kp ♥♥♥

hey guys, i know its been awhile since i've written anything so heres the link to the last chapter written
http://www.polyvore.com/chapter_13_part/set?id=22653890
i hope you enjoy and let me know what you think below!
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"chaz what the h*ll are you doing" I screamed. the whole room stopped whatever they were doing and stared directly at me.
"baby you know you like it" chaz said slowly tightening his arms around me
"get the f**k away from me" i pushed him off of me and whipped my head around to see that justin wasnt standing anywhere. i kicked off my heels and grabbed them off the floor. I made my way through the crowd of people staring at me, some of which included pattie and jeremy . wow what i great first impression i thought to myself as i looked at justin's dad. I pushed my way through the crowd and managed to get out the front doors. now out of breath i was looking in every possible direction for justin and screaming out his name.
"baby come back inside, you cant just leave me hanging like that" i heard chaz come up from behind me and then his arms wrap around my waist. i could feel my blood curdling and i wanted nothing more to be anywhere but here. I immediately ripped his arms off of me once again and spun around to face him.
"chaz, are u f**king stupid! i want nothing to do with you, u are ruining my life. now leave before i call the cops."
"baby dont be like that"
"call me baby one more f**king time and i will smash your disgusting face in!"
"dont talk to me like that sexy, especially since you wouldnt want to ruin precious little justin's career, now would you?"
at this point i was more confused than ever. was he drunk and slurring random sentences together?
"what are you talking about" i practically yelled at him
he reached into his pant pocket and pulled a small rectangular object out. i examined whatever he was holding and it resembled a tape.
he fiddled with the tape in his hands, trying to show off what he had. but still he hasnt said word
"what is that?"
"nothing babe, dont worry just co operate with me and no one will have to know"
"know what chaz? what!!? tell me what that is!" my patience was running out and it was only moments before i lost my cool and punched him
"oh nothing, just remember the fun u and justin had the other night, in your hotel room" he winked at me and my stomach turned. It couldnt be it just couldnt.
"what are you talking about" i tried to act innoncently
"oh you know, you and justin widly getting it on together. like you know an early intimate birthday gift from you"
i could feel the vomit coming up and i was starting to get light headed.
"how would u get something like that on tape?" i asked shaking
"i have connections baby girl"
"you sick pervert" i screamed at him "give me that right now" he pretended to hand it to me but immediately snapped his hand back.
"naawww i think i'll have some fun with this one. so here's how this is going to work sexy... you are going to officially end things with justin and break his heart even more then it already is. And then you are going to be my girlfriend and show the world how much you love me. If you dont listen to me i send your little s*x tape to entertainment tonight and both justin and your careers are over"
the tears began to roll down my cheeks and i shook my head in disagreement.
"whats that maddie, you dont want to do this. ok thats fine" he pulled out his phone and began to dial a number.
"wait wait! STOP! i'll do it" i felt sick to my stomach but i knew this was the best thing to do. there was no way i was letting justin's career end because hes worked so hard to get here nd i'm not letting it all fall apart. I would rather look like a wh*re for doing this to justin than our private world be known to everyone.
"thats better" he said as he slid his phone back into his pocket.
"ok, but how do i even know that what you have on that tape is what you say it is" i straightened myself up and thought logically for a second. what if this was all just a ploy? what if chaz was just making this up?
"i'll show it to you" as much as i didnt want to see whatever is on that tape, i knew i had to
"fine" i said as he then began to walk and i followed.
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finally a new chapter!!! i'm sorry if this is confusing or really bad, i clearly havent written anything for a while so its not the greatest.
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new chapters of all my stories will be coming soon and i hope you enjoyed.
ps the group i had created for my fanfics was taken down for innactivity so hopefull i will be making a new one very soon.
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xoxoxo, nikki (:

say whatever you want but nothing will change my mind